found this somewhere while doing internet research. hahaha.
so now i’m having that gush of memories as i remember my 19 year old self. πππand writing styles do improve over the years don’t they? hahaha. π
by: Azie Marie Libanan
i walked alone in the wildernessβ¦
nowhere in sight,
no place to go
i closed my tired eyes and soon drowned into a vast ocean of melancholy
i struggled, but the gloomy waves all the more deluged me into the sullen depths of nothingness
iβm all alone again, i figuredβ¦
and i hear no soundβ¦
the piercing silence soon permeate my being,
and little by little do i see fragments of my wounded soul scattered on the bloody groundβ¦
iβve no courage to pick them all up again,
for iβve seen how each piece i took, soon crumbled in my equally fragile handsβ¦
oh how sad tragic melancholy is!
it breaks you,
unmakes you
and no sooner will the greater tragedy be,
when you cannot pick up every piece to make yourself whole again,
and you just have to walk away,
farther, and further awayβ¦