september six

more often than not, realizations dawn on you in the least moment that you expect it to.

i had mine today when i had over coffee with my brother.

for a time now, i have felt besieged by my own self.
hostage to now and then and hence, i wade in my own smorgasbord of bewildering realities.

that is perhaps why i have felt ill and exhausted lately.

but thanks to my brother, and that little pep talk we had earlier, he did push some buttons and made me believe in my dreams again – those which i have reluctantly set aside for a while because i cannot yet pursue them.

guess we never really get too old to dream. 😊