so i’m taking this break to write.

all this reading i’ve been trying to do is obviously futile.

and i wish i could tell you how difficult it has been,

and how i wish too that i could just wish things away and not feel anything anymore.

i wish.

so now i write in the hopes of what jenny offill has so wittingly pointed out the kafka said,

“i write to close my eyes…”

i wish.