hey, how are you?

i have been waiting for you to talk to me, did you know that?

and apparently so, you have been quite busy chasing your dreams and therefore have triumphantly ignored me for so long now. haha.

i just hope you’re chasing the right ones, dear,

because, you know what — more often than not, dreams are cruel and most of them will only break your heart.💔

awwwh.

but yeah, it would never really matter, anyway. because, after all — either way you learn, and either way you become a better person.

although it would really be sad when you finally knock some sense out of yourself and realize that you’ve already spent an immense amount of your life doing such futile chasing. hah! boo.

well first off, i’d like to tell you how happy i am to see how much you’ve changed, and grown —
perhaps only you and me will ever know that whole annoyingly bizarre and melodramatic life story of yours.

but yes, you’re a totally different person now and i love you for whatever! 😚

even if you’re all too weird and crazy and impossible and highly unlikely to belong to this universe.

and despite how embarrassingly obsessed and mad and strangely in love you get with things. who’s that unfortunate boy you told me about again? hahahaha 😜💜 (yah, yah. i know you’ve promised me a million times over that you’d leave him in peace already, but nah, who’d believe you?) 😛😛😛

remember that time seven years ago when you thought that life was really over?
and you cried the whole time in the jeep on your way home?
and the one other passenger in the jeep was looking out for you because you looked so wretched and lost and one who might jump off the river while the jeep was crossing the bridge?

you were thinking about how you would tell your parents that you had to resort to plan X (a plan that you never really had)
and you were all alone,
and you had to summon that last ounce of courage to figure out how to make you own brave little decision of starting from scratch, and overhauling your life — and you were not even 20.

what i’m just trying to say is that things pass and we all get by and i really think that you make bouncing back an incredibly fashionable feat in itself. 👌

just remember that time too, also seven years ago, when you wrote that nice song,
and everybody liked it and they were singing it, 🎶 we followed the same bright star 🌟…🎶

and it was the best feeling ever. 😊😍

different things happen to different people so we could tell our own beautiful stories and learn from each other.

so don’t fret. trust that everything’s all part of a bigger plan. 😊

i’m just a patronus away. 😉

take care,

XX